secrets ≠ friends

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

I've learned that most of you have secrets. Secrets are never good things to keep. They hurt people, and make those who have to keep them feel anxious and sad. Since we're all around each other all the time, I think it would be best if none of us had any secrets between each other. It'll make it easier for us to all get along, and we'll all feel better by sharing! ♥ So everyone...

Share your secrets!

Comments

[pastisgone.livejournal.com]

Well, like I told you...

Even when I was with Squall (not the one here, mind you), I was still in love with Seifer (also not the one here, but he's free and I'm free). Squall is a good guy, despite his aloof attitude sometimes; he really cares for people deep down, and I was no exception. But he's just a little slower paced than I'm used to. He's more of the "take your time and see what happens" type.

But Seifer... he's always been the type to just do things, to make things happen. And you feel strong when you're with him. Like I said once, he made me feel like I could take on the world. Sometimes he's a little wild, and even though he comes off as an ass sometimes, he's really a great guy who cares about people in his life. He'd protect you with his own life if he had to, and he'd go to the ends of the world for someone he loves. I also happen to know he's quite the romantic. ;)

And I always admired that.

♥

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

It sounds like you're really in love with him. ♥ Love is such a great thing!

[lt-sinclair.livejournal.com]

Secrets, hm? Oh what the hell. Can't hurt if I tell mine.

My secret is that for years, I've been in love with my commanding officer, Captain Rourke. I still am, even though he tried to kill me.

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

He tried to kill you? That's terrible! He must not have loved you as much as you love him, then.

[endured.livejournal.com]

I used to be an alcoholic. I'm not anymore, though, and I don't drink any alcohol whatsoever.

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

That's a good thing. That you're not anymore, that is. Captain Matthews drinks a lot...I wish he'd stop.

[bad-temper.livejournal.com]

I knew that. That's not really a secret.

[twilitprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm a princess, and I let a dangerous man run me out of my kingdom.

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

How?

[ex-savant.livejournal.com]

That's very smart for someone so young. I agree with you. That's why I don't have any secrets.

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

Really? That's great! ^^

[onedevotion.livejournal.com]

Seifer often annoys the hell out of me, but I don't actually hate him.

[endured.livejournal.com]

That took some heavy convincing, didn't it?

[todieunsung.livejournal.com]

I haven't told anyone the way I died.

There was this guy, D.J. Pratt. He was a rapist, and there wasn't sufficient evidence to bring him in on for the first case. Then he raped someone I knew, but he kept slipping out of our grasp. I considered planting evidence so we could nail him, but couldn't bring myself to do it. (I know it was unprofessional for me to even think that in the first place, and I regret it.) My supervisor found out and I got fired.

But I kept trying to find something to take him down with, following him and seeing what he did, even though I wasn't a CSI working for Mac anymore. Then one day, Pratt set me up in a trap and ambushed me. He beat me up, and I tried my best to leave some evidence behind, hoping to God that my former team would find me and be able to get him. He ended up setting the car on fire... and that's all I remember.

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

I died once, too. It feels strange remembering it, yes.

Did he ever get caught? Or, don't you know?

[gunarmed.livejournal.com]

I'm a widower, an' my wife died 'cause of a decision I made.

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

Oh no...that's terrible. But...you're not sad all the time, right?

[sailorironmouse.livejournal.com]

What a stupid idea.

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

Why would you say that?

[notlonely.livejournal.com]

This isn't a secret to my friends in Gaia, but it is to you guys!

I had a really big crush on my friend Zidane, and I was jealous of Dagger 'cause he really liked her. So I asked Dr. Tot to write a love letter from me to Zidane ... buuuuuut things didn't go as planned. The letter ended up getting misplaced! The good thing is it brought Steiner and Beatrix together. :) And I'm not jealous of Dagger and Zidane anymore~ They're a cute couple!

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

Aw!

I have a crush on my friend Rubedo. I don't think he likes anyone else though.

[allmysoul.livejournal.com]

Hm. Well, here goes.



Recently, I've developed a crush on Elliot.

[endured.livejournal.com]

... What's that?

The Hallelujah chorus?

[bad-temper.livejournal.com]

When we were back in New York, I was in love with my partner.







I still am, even if she's not the same person I knew before.

[endured.livejournal.com]

:D

[honorada.livejournal.com]

You seem wise.

A secret, a secret... hmm.

Well, to be completely honest, I do believe I have what is known as a "crush" on one of my comrades. His name is Amarant.

[notlonely.livejournal.com]

I knew it!

[taintedbysin.livejournal.com]

...



I felt guilty for not being able to protect Aerith. She died on my watch, in my presence, and I couldn't help but wonder if there was something I could've done to prevent that.

However, this no longer applies, as she is alive and well now.

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

At least she's okay now, right? ♥

And I'm sure you must feel better getting that off your chest. ^^

[bad-temper.livejournal.com]

This one's a secret for two of us.

Clarice and I are actually really good friends who don't hate each other.

[endured.livejournal.com]

That's good to know. Now I don't have to feel like my loyalties are divided. ;)

[disciplinary.livejournal.com]

Rinoa was the first girl I ever kissed.

[peachrealian.livejournal.com]

That's great! ^^

[bestpilot.livejournal.com]

I was in love with my assistant Shera for years, even though 'cause of her I wasn't able to go into space the first chance I got; she was fuckin' around with the oxygen tanks and we were about to take off, and if I didn't abort the launch, she was gonna die. So I had to cancel liftoff. Always treated her like crap to hide how I felt. I regret it now, though. But before the big battle with Sephiroth, Cloud told us all to figure out what we were fightin' for... and that was kinda my wake-up call. So I went to see Shera, and I told her. And would you believe, she felt the damn same way about me, even though I'd always treated her so bad! Said she knew I didn't mean anything I said, and that she could forgive me for it all!

...She's a great lady and I admire her kindness.

[gunarmed.livejournal.com]

There ya go, Cid!

[holyneed.livejournal.com]

At first I was extremely jealous of Tifa for being so close with Cloud, since I liked him.

But in the end we became really good friends.